Literally five minutes ago I received the call from my Grandmother telling me that my beloved Grandfather had passed away.
It is hard to detail just exactly how it is I'm feeling right now. I'm sad, but I'm not crying. I'm angry, but I'm not raging. I think the word that suits best right now is "numb."
I'm also relating to Michael in ways I never thought possible, because, like him, I squandered the time I should have spent enjoying. At least that's how it feels...
After my grandfather was diagnosed, he was transferred to a nursing home nearby. This would have been a good thing if it weren't for the fact they constantly wiped the place down with industrial strength disinfectant. One thing you should all know about me is that I have a myriad of allergies and chemical sensitivities, so for a person like me to go in there is like you asking to be sprayed in the face with mace. Now, granted, I did see him on the important occasions (holidays, his birthday, other family members birthdays, etc.) but...
Damn it...
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